At My Daughter’s Colorado Ranch Wedding, She Slipp…

Out here, we could breathe. After Linda died, the ranch changed shape in my mind. It became less a dream and more a promise I wasn’t sure I could keep.

The house felt too big for one man, the land too vast for one heartbeat. Sometimes I’d hear Linda in the creak of the stairs or the slam of the screen door that nobody could close gently. Sometimes I’d look out at the meadow and feel swallowed by the emptiness.

Claire worried I was getting lonely. She called every night for the first month, then every other night, then weekends. She’d drive down from Denver with bags of groceries I didn’t need and ask if I was eating enough.

“Dad, you need to get out more,” she’d say, clearing my dishes like she used to when she was in high school. “Maybe join a club. Or—God forbid—start dating.”

“At my age?” I’d snort.

“Sweetheart, I’m more likely to start a book club with the cattle.”