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Caleb was easy for my father to understand. Blond hair. Square jaw. Big laugh. Varsity jacket hanging over a dining chair like a flag. He ran miles before breakfast, watched military documentaries for fun, and could talk for hours about discipline, weapons, and leadership.
He looked at me like I was a mistake in the paperwork.
I was the girl who alphabetized the pantry at eleven and got scolded for wasting time. The girl who noticed when Mom switched to decaf because her hands had started shaking. The girl who kept emergency cash hidden inside an old dictionary because I understood early that planning only impressed my father when it involved guns or boots.
When Caleb barely passed algebra, Dad took us all out for barbecue because “the boy has real responsibilities.”
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