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I started making plans again.
Work.
Stability.
Sometimes I still remembered that hostel room.
The cheap pads.
The sound of the front door closing behind me while I stood outside holding my newborn.
My daughter would never grow up believing she had to beg for basic care from people who claimed to love her.
Roger eventually tried apologizing.
Not because he changed.
But by then, something inside me had healed differently.
I no longer confused survival with love.
Now when I look at Gigi, I think about how close I came to raising her inside a house where her worth depended on whether she had been born a boy.
Because my daughter will grow up knowing something I learned the hardest possible way:
Love is not a loan you repay through obedience.
And no woman should ever have to beg for $30 to feed a child she was asked to bring into the world.
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