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I didn’t cry. I looked at the staircase where William carried me the year we finished restoring the crown molding, at the window where the Fourth of July fireworks used to reflect in the glass, at the earrings that were never hers. Then I said two words, steady as a gavel: “Enjoy it.”
He told me not to come back. I nodded like he’d reported tomorrow’s weather, turned—careful with the hip that is healing on its own time—and walked to the taxi I’d told to wait. I didn’t dial 911.
Not yet. I didn’t call the bank, the HOA president, or the neighbor who brings casseroles when grief parks on your lawn. I checked into a downtown hotel where the desk clerk didn’t ask questions and the coffee tasted like decisions.
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