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I had not told him his mother came by when she knew I was alone. I had not told him Monica called me “deployment trash” in the parking lot of the clinic. I had not told him Brett once leaned into my doorway and asked how much a widow got if a staff sergeant didn’t come home. I had kept those things folded inside me, neat and quiet, because Marcus needed to survive Afghanistan. He did not need to picture me crying on the kitchen floor over missing grocery cash. Sandra must have seen something break across my face, because her smile came back. “That’s right,” she said softly. “You know what you are.”
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