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Family helps family. Now get out of the way. I need to use the bathroom.”
Something inside me snapped. Not a violent snap, but a structural one. The bridge I had been maintaining for years, at considerable personal cost, collapsed.
I shoved back. My father stumbled, grabbed the railing, stared at me with genuine shock. “No,” I said.
To understand why I pushed my own father on a rainy porch, you have to understand the mathematics of our family. In my parents’ equation, Bella was always the variable that needed solving, and I was the constant expected to supply the numbers.
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