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He repeated that he felt weird about it, which was his way of staying comfortable while still accepting the money. When we hung up, I did not go back inside right away. I stayed outside until the air made my skin sting because moving felt like admitting it was real.
“Did you pay him to do this?”
She did not deny it. She did not sound guilty either. She talked like she was doing me a favor, like this was a push I needed.
I ended the call before I said something that would be used against me later. After that, I called my parents. I was not asking them to fix my life.
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