Adrian cleared his throat. He had done that since childhood whenever he felt guilty.
“It’s not personal, Mom. Her parents are coming from Boston. It’s going to be a formal dinner. You know how they are. They like things a certain way.”
A certain way.
As if I were noise. As if I were clutter. As if the woman who had raised him alone after his father died was now some embarrassing object to be hidden before important guests arrived.
I turned toward the kitchen window. Outside, late December light spread weakly across the cracked parking lot of my old apartment building. A dented delivery van idled near the curb. A shopping cart sat abandoned beside a pile of dirty snow.
The world looked painfully ordinary.
That is the cruelest thing about heartbreak. Nothing stops for it.
“What exactly are you saying, Adrian?” I asked quietly.