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Light. Space. The feeling of opening a door and not having to explain myself to anyone standing on the other side.
In La Jolla, with that view, it was not even outrageous by local standards, but I was still the daughter of a woman who clipped grocery coupons with a pair of kitchen scissors and kept a careful envelope system for holidays and school clothes. I understood money not as spectacle but as stored hours, stored discipline, stored choices. My mother had taught me that long before she taught me anything about beauty or manners or grief.
She used to say, when I was little and wanted things we couldn’t afford, “Money is freedom wearing practical shoes.” At the time, I thought she was being funny. By the time I was thirty-four, I understood she had been giving me survival language. The first evening in the house, I poured a glass of wine, took it out to the terrace, and sat alone with the ocean.
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