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I crossed the room, lifted my son first, pressed him against my chest, and felt his tiny body shaking. Then I knelt beside Clara.
Her eyelids fluttered. She tried to speak, but only a weak breath escaped.
My mother sighed loudly. “Don’t encourage her. New mothers are always theatrical. I raised you without collapsing every five minutes.”
For thirty-four years, I had called this woman strong. Difficult, yes. Controlling, absolutely. But strong. She always claimed cruelty was honesty. She always insisted love required discipline. I believed her because children believe monsters when those monsters tuck them into bed at night.
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