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At the time it felt like the right thing to do. I was proud of giving it to her. Proud of helping her find stability.
She would cancel plans with me because Gavin did not like certain restaurants. She would ask me to keep quiet about my promotions at work because Gavin felt insecure about his career path. She would tell me I was lucky not to have real responsibilities, even though I was leading teams, managing projects, and working overtime during system launches.
Evelyn always made my accomplishments feel like something I should hide. I leaned back in my chair and rubbed my eyes, trying to steady the ache behind them. Maybe that was why tonight hurt less than it should have.
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