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I walked out of the room without slamming the door, without crying, without pleading. It was the first time in my life I chose silence instead of apology. As I moved down the hallway, I heard Gavin’s low voice telling her he knew this would happen, that I always made things about me.
I stood by my car for a long moment, letting the chill settle into my skin. I thought about how many times I had forgiven her for thoughtless words, for taking me for granted, for pushing me aside whenever someone new entered her life. Not this time.
If she wanted me gone, I would give her exactly what she asked for. As I pulled away from her house, the sun slipping behind the rooftops, I felt that same hollow ache I used to feel on the nights I pretended everything was fine just to keep our little family from breaking apart. And maybe that is why I remember every second of that drive home so clearly.
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