I felt something raw and violent rise in my chest. Not tears. Not shame.
Anger so clean it almost felt cold. A primitive part of me wanted to upend the table and shout every credential I had earned in rooms none of these people could have survived for ten minutes. I wanted to say Harvard.
I wanted to say law review. I wanted to say bar admission. I wanted to say fiduciary duty, probate litigation, conservatorship abuse, and watch the smile die on every face in the room.
But I forced all of it down. Let them laugh. That was Eleanor’s voice in my head, calm as winter glass.
Let them keep talking until they show you exactly who they are. So I stood there and took it, and while Baxter preened and the judge smirked and my parents enjoyed the show, my thumb slipped into the deep pocket of my blazer and pressed the raised metal button on the recorder hidden there. A faint vibration answered me.