When I pushed open the guest bedroom door at my mother-in-law’s house, my eight-year-old daughter was crouched in the corner with both hands over her head, sobbing into a heap of her own golden hair.

For three entire seconds, my mind refused to process what I was seeing.

Meadow’s waist-length curls — the hair she brushed every morning like it was woven from sunlight, the hair she had been growing since preschool, the hair she called her “princess promise” — were scattered across Judith Cromwell’s spotless beige carpet in thick, hacked-off ropes. Some strands still had the tiny purple ribbons I tied into them that morning before school. Other pieces clung to Meadow’s tear-soaked cheeks and the knees of her leggings like evidence left behind at a crime scene.

And my baby’s head was almost bald.