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“The morning I collapsed, I was already overwhelmed,” she said. “I kept thinking about the divorce, about how I had failed at the most important relationship in my life. I made a terrible choice because I didn’t know how to stop the panic.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” I asked before I could stop myself. “Why did you go through all of that alone?”
Rebecca finally looked at me. In her eyes, I saw years of pain and shame.
As Rebecca continued speaking, our marriage began rearranging itself in my mind. The emotional distance I had believed was proof that love had faded, the small arguments that grew into walls, the way she stopped wanting to see friends or go places—all of it looked different now.
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